Cvijet kraj izvora...je sjena duše

Preko sjene što mi ograničava korak, prostor me podijelio na mirno i nemirno. Sa izvora iz kojeg više ne otječe voda krijepim umorne usne, a unutar sebe otkrivam neku lutalicu čije oči imaju oblik polumjeseca na nebu, koje mi nije naklonjeno ovih dana. Odbila sam iz sebe slane usne i zatvorila vrata nekoj planeti, koja bi u konstelaciji s krhotinama priznanja išla protiv mene. Gubim iz vida svoj koridor kretanja prema očima polumjeseca. Kliznula bih u more života pa iz nečije duše uzela trunčicu i posadila je u svoje srce. Teško se diše ovih dana, kroz prizmu vidim neku ljubav što ne nastanjuje moje podzemne hramove. Iluzorno se hranim zaostalim mrvicama i prigibam glavu sve više prema tlu i hladnom mraku, koji postoji i nikada nije nestao. Mnogo pogleda je izgužvalo moje srce, umotalo ga u svilene niti pa te poderotine pobacalo preko suhog izvora. Mnogo je iluzija proletjelo  i rasplinulo se u milijun pravaca. Iz uzorka svjetla uzela sam jedan trak i obukla ga, dok je iz školjke svirala glazba mora i dubina. Trak svjetla na mom tijelu obasjale su oči polumjeseca i dovele ga u čulnost iz koje se nečiji pogled probija točno do mene. Ne postoji ništa. Samo iluzija u koju vjeruje izgubljena duša.

"...neke ptice nikad ne polete... cijeli život čekaju na to... tako i ja čekam moju ljubav... čekam, al' mi nije suđeno..."

otplesao ples na žici s koje sam ja pala :)

koke moja, hagić u prolazu :) ovo gore mi ne sluti na dobro... :(

laneee, ni ne sluti... nije dobro... kako došlo, tako prošlo... idem opet dalje sama ...

koke, sjeti se onog našeg tipkanja prije ljeta i glavu gore! sve je to iluzija... ili, da miceka našeg citiram, ljubav je za piiiiiiiiipp! hagić najveći za podršku! moram juriti dalje :( ali očekujem izvještaj, ok? kisić!

sve je to za neke ptice u letu :) sa tla je drugačija perspektiva :)

Ak se ne baviš,ti bi se trebala ziher baiti pisanjem..uvijek tak lijepo pišeš..

ah, "pantero...", to piše duša... samo slomljeno srce može napisati nešto iz srca... sve ostalo je dim i vjetar...

To ti vjerujem,jer je živa istina..neke svoje najbolje pjesme i zapise napisala sam kad sam bila u najtužnijim razdobljima svog života.

tuga pokrene flomaster iz kojeg kapaju neka slova...

dvostruko je zadovoljstvo prevariti varalicu

:(((

iskustvo je zbroj naših razočarenja...

Žao mi je. Iskreno.

kad bih imala i 100 godina, moj najboji dan uvijek bi bio sutra..

srela sam neku dušu, otvorila joj se bezrezervno,
potopila u vodi sve svoje principe i pustila srcu
neka me vodi... nije prepoznato, nije odgovoreno,
sebičnost druge osobe je carovala, dok sam
iluzorno otvarala još mnoga vrata svog srca...
nikada ne treba dati cijelo srce, uvijek komadić
treba zadržati za sebe.... end of story

Tako nekako i ja mislim. Ponekad. A ponekad mislim i drugačije.

ljudi kad saznaju da su voljeni, postaju okrutni. Zašto je to tako?

Oh, what lies in the divine, but the notion "thou art mine"?

ljubav je nešto divno - već sam puno čitala o njoj ... :)))))

"... neke ptice nikad ne polete... cijeli život čekaju na to... tako i ja čekam moju ljubav... čekam - al' mi nije suđeno..." :))))))))))))))))

Ako ja ne gubim nadu, nemoj ni ti.

ljubavna strast pobjeđuje samo ako je izbjegavamo.... od sad ću ljubav izbjegavati u jaaaaaaaako širokom luku :))))))))))))))))

Nema problema sve dok je ne izbjegavaš u češnjaku :)

češnjak je dobar za zdravlje :))))

Zato i kažem :)

How many sorrows
Do you try to hide
In a world of illusion
That's covering your mind?

I'll show you something good
Oh, I'll show you something good
When you open your mind, you'll discover the sign
That there's something you're longing to find

The miracle of love
Will take away your pain
When the miracle of love
Comes your way again

Cruel is the night
That covers up your fears
Tender is the one
That wipes away your tears

There must be a bitter breeze
To make you sting so viciously
They say the greatest coward
Can hurt the most ferociously

But I'll show you something good
Oh, I'll show you something good
If you open your heart, you can make a new start
When your crumbling world falls apart

The miracle of love
Will take away your pain
When the miracle of love
Comes your way again

I don't need your sympathy There's nothing you can say or do for me And I don't want a miracle You'll never change for no one And I hear your reasons why Where did you sleep last night? And was she worth it, was she worth it?
I'm strong enough to live without you Strong enough and I quit crying Long enough now I'm strong enough To know you gotta go
There's no more to say So save your breath and walk away No matter what I hear you say I'm strong enough to know you gotta go
So you feel misunderstood Baby have I got news for you On being used, I could write the book But you don't wanna hear about it
'Cause I've been losing sleep And you've been going cheap And she ain't worth half of me it's trueI'm telling you, that
Come hell or waters high You'll never see me cry This is our last goodbye, it's true I'm telling you, now

Bang bang, my baby shot me down... :)))

Back with a vengeance :))

Nobody said it would be easy
Nobody gives you guarantees
'Cause a heart can always be broken
And there can be no loving without tears

Runaway to a place where nobody knows
Runaway, gotta let this feeling go
Runaway, if I can't find love
I'm gonna runaway

Running away and running faster
Running away and running from ya
Running away and running faster
Running away and running from ya

Nobody's looking for perfection
How could they give it in return
But I told my heart to believe you
And you just gave your love to anyone

Runaway to a place where nobody knows
Runaway, gotta let these feelings go
Runaway, 'cause I don't wanna hurt anymore
Though my heart is always searching
If can't find love I'm gonna runaway
Runaway, runaway, runaway, runaway

Oh, it's cryin' time again, you're gonna leave me
I can see that far away look in your eyes
I can tell by the way you hold me darlin' Oooh
That it won't be long before it's cryin' time

Now they say that absence makes the heart grow fonder (fonder)
And that tears are only rain to make love grow
Well my love for you could never grow no stronger (stronger)
If I lived to be a hundred years old

Oh, it's cryin' time again, you're gonna leave me
I can see that far away look in your eyes
I can tell by the way you hold me darlin'. Yeah now
That it won't be long before it's cryin' time

Now you say you've found someone that you love better (better)
That's the way it's happened every time before
And as sure as the sun comes up tomorrow Cryin' time will start when you walk out the door

Oh, it's cryin' time again, you're gonna leave me
I can see that far away look in your eyes
I can tell by the way you hold me darlin'. Alright now
That it won't be long before it's cryin' time

I don't wanna talk about things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me, now it's history
I've played all my cards and that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say, no more ace to play
The winner takes it all, the loser standing small
Beside the victory, that's her destiny
I was in your arms, thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense, building me a fence
Building me a home, thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool, playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice, their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here, loses someone dear
The winner takes it all, the loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain, why should I complain
But tell me does she kiss, like I used to kiss you
Does it feel the same, when she calls your name
Somewhere deep inside you must know I miss you
But what can I say, rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide, the likes of me abide
Spectators of the show, always staying low
The game is on again, a lover or a friend
A big thing or a small, the winner takes it all
I don't wanna talk if it makes you feel sad
And I understand, you've come to shake my hand
I apologize if it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense, no self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all.........

Samo ne Cher :(((

nije bitna Cher, već tekst pjesme ...

ova pjesma je u mojoj knjizi: JADRANKA VARGA - "SJENA DUŠE"; http://www.digitalne-knjige.com/varga.php, ISBN 978-953-7673-60-4 kod NSK, http://shadowofsoul.blog.hr