Sillworld

da ti je stalo kao što kažeš, ne bi me pustio da odem; ni onda ni sad.........
previše te volim da bi mi mogao biti samo prijatelj, a previše poštujem sebe da bi si dopustila kontakte s kukavicom.
Nikakve prazne isprike ne trebaju i nemaš se zašto osjećati krivim.......svjesno sam sve napravila.

u cijeloj toj priči nisi ustvari uopće bitan TI iako te moja ljubav čuva; bitna sam JA i moje želje......a ja želim dalje, što dalje u zaborav

sretno A........ako navratiš ;)

našla sam se sa neprežaljenim...hmmm...valjda neki valentinovski trip.
nije da mi je trebalo; ali valjda sam nekakvi prikriveni mazohista...
"prijateljski" susret i "nova Val"...
ne, nema nove Val;ista stara, s puno lažnih priča...
..jednako joj je stalo, jednako te voli...ko i svih ovih godina...ko i svih godina koje slijede....

izdržala sam dva dana u laži i pretvaranju...
okrenula sam leđa i gušila se u suzama...
nisam dozvolila da ih vidiš...

A...
jesi li shvatio da ti lažem?

u kutu tvojih očiju čitala sam želju za povratkom...
ili sam to samo željela vidjeeti...

zbrkane misli....
kako ću se opet ispetljat iz toga?

eh da, instalirala sam gmail i to je ok...dobro, nije baš onak kak bi trebalo ići :) malo zaobilaznim putem, al sam uspjela :P
hvala ig ;)
nego, sad mi nije jasno zašto dvoje ljudi kojima je hebeno stalo jednom do drugog, ne mogu izdržati da se ne posvađaju?
ma nikakva normalna konverzacija nije moguća,,,stalno nekakve iskre, ljubomore, podbadanja i grrrr....svašta nešto :(



...da i opet sam se uspjela posvadit sa "svojim" slovencom

no, da čujem...
kakvi su vaši doživljaji?
malo je čudno, jel da? ;)

odvratan, mokar, hladan...grrrr..
snijeg....grrr...mrzim snijeg...
trebala sam se rodit u nekoj zemlji tropske klime...

pošalje mi poruku, neki dan, jedan svima znan član iskrice...
naime malo se slomio i leži u gipsu....
(ajd, brzi oporavak mu želim)
silom prilika, odsutan je neko vrijeme sa portala i slijedom toga, njegovo pitanje je
"ŠTA IMA NOVOG NA ISKRICI?"

...nisam baš ziher, koliko čovjek mora biti lud ili usamljen ili nešto deseto, da
ga interesira šta i o čemu pišu neki tamo nickovi, na nekom tamo portalu..
sve je to ok..svi ste dragi,,i te priče, ali pobogu...dok nisam online, ni ne sjetim se da iskra postoji....

Tako me boli glavaaa... zašto nisam ostala doma, a oni nek se snalaze

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8hMOoBfs4zs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rRI7mpkHvQE
 
 
....
Veceras osjecam strast
Veceras osjecam gubim te
I ne znam kako cu sad
Napisat pjesmu I priznat sve
U mojim snovima zivis
U mojim snovima pravis lom
I samo tamo jos mogu
Ljubiti usne I biti tvoj
 
Ref. 2xLjubav nije za nas
Ljubav nije za nas
Ljubav nije za nas
Ljubav nije za nas
 
U mojim snovima zivis
U mojim snovima pravis lom
I samo tamo jos mogu
Ljubiti usne I biti tvoj
Jer sutra dvije ce suze
Iz tvog zivota izbrisat me
I k'o da nismo se sreli
Stranci bit cemo zauvijek

I will remember you Will you remember me?
Don�t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories
Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin� in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one
I will remember youWill you remember me?
Don�t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories
I�m so tired but I can�t sleep
Standin� on the edge of something much too deep
It�s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can�t be heard
But I will remember youWill you remember me?
�t let your life pass you byWeep not for the memories
I�m so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn�t let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light
And I will remember youWill you remember me? Don�t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
And I will remember you
Will you remember me? Don�t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memoriesWeep not for the memories
 
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nSz16ngdsG0&feature=related

 "Dreaming of You" 
 Late at night when all the world is sleeping I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight Till tomorrow,
I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
 
 
 
Would you see what's inside?
 Would you even care?
 I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
 So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
 How much I love you(Yes, I do)
I'll be dreaming of you tonight Till tomorrow,
I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
 Then here in my room,
 Dreaming about you and me Ahhh...
I can't stop dreaming of you Ahhh...I can't stop dreamin
 Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
 Then here in my room, Dreaming with you endlessly...
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_U9BSpdDH_c&feature=PlayList&p=C4A06E106B3A75A8&index=0

hmm hmm hmm
If I would have to live my life again
I'd stay in love with you the way I've been
Your love is something no one ever can replace
I can't imagine life with someone else
I promise, I will share my life with you
Forever may not be enough it's true
My heart is filled with so much love
I feel for you
No words can say how much I love you so

And if forever's not enough for me to love you
I'd spend another lifetime baby,
If you ask me to
There's nothing I won't do
Forever's not enough for me to love you so

They say tomorrow seems so far away,
And now we see that everything can change
My love for you gets stronger as tomorrow comes
I know this love will stand
In the test of time

And if forever's not enough for me to love you
I'd spend another lifetime baby,
If you ask me to
There's nothing I won't do
Forever's not enough for me to love you so

For you, there's nothing I can't do
And never will I ever go
Forever's not enough to love you so
But if forever ends one day
I promise you
I'll stay to show you
That my love will never end...

And if forever's not enough for me to love you
I'd spend another lifetime baby,
If you ask me to
There's nothing I won't do
Forever's not enough to love you so

And if forever's not enough for me to love you
I'd spend another lifetime baby,
If you ask me to
There's nothing I won't do
Forever's not enough for me to love you so
-S.G.-
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