Crna Kraljica Sjevera

"I sve dok živim i dok imam glas
ja plakat ću za nas
to me život okuje
Bože daj da budem jak
da mi prođe utorak..."

I tako.
Jednog dana, samo tako, odlučih
napustiti te.
Blijedi pokušaj ignoriranja tvojeg fatalnog utjecaja na
moje pohlepne oči.
Pašman stavljam sa lijeve strane u područje naguala.
Raspetljavam svaku stanicu kože koja se igrom
zapetljala nestašno.
Zadatak nestajanja, popločati cijelu otočku cestu.
Svaku svjetiljku pretvoriti u miris benzina
svaki ton pjesme prebaciti u utkani svijet.

Jeziv humor topljenja u Sutomiščici, da,
moram zarobiti u crnu lakiranu kutiju
i prepustiti je trakama mjesečine.

Uvjeriti samu sebe da je to zapravo samo jedan otok
kao u molitvi ću ponavljati hiponotizirano
pašmanougljan, pašmanougljan odvedi me tamo
pojebi me tamo.

Ne nismo zapravo tako razdvojeni, mi smo jedan otok.
Uvjeravam se.

Odlučila sam baš čvrsto napustiti te.
Crvena izrezbarena kutija savršena je za svaki tvoj
nož
kojim si me rezao na sitne dijelove
tek tako iz zabave ili dosade.

Mogu li postati hladna i nezainteresirana kao
tvoj brat blizanac moj brate Kain?
Vrijeme nije postalo moj prijatelj.
Uzalud.


Uzalud sam pokušavala otpjevati tu posebnu
mediteransku pjesmu i tada sam shvatila.
Postoji samo jedan način, grlo napuniti suzama.


Vidi i sam, pa ja više ni o čemu ne znam pisati.
Tvoje stalne ubode, kumulirane godinama
skupljam kao Knjigu sjećanja.


Želim li se probuditi iz tog meksičkog mrtvog sna?
Plivam li prema Pašmanu?
Ili ga samo gledam sa obale,zamrznuta pijeskom
izbezumljena mogućnošću tvojeg nestajanja?

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When did we lose our way?
Easier to let it go.. (mmm..)
So many can't tell anybody
Harder to let you know...
Call me when you've made up your mind but you won't
Caught up in the way that you played my heart
If only love could ever hit this hard
Oh, don't be scared about it
Don't forget it was real..
Do you remember the way it made you feel?
Do you remember the things it let you feel?
How do I make you stay..
When it's easier to let you go?
Nobody knows what we know about it
No one needs to know
Call me when you've made up your mind but you won't
Caught up in a way that you played my heart
If only love could ever hit this hard
Oh, don't be scared about it
Don't forget it was real..
Do you remember the way it made you feel?
Do you remember the things it let you feel?
When you love to your limit
You gave all you're given
Who you gonna pray to when you're there?
Will you find out that there ain't no other love
No other love for you
Oh, don't be scared about it
Don't forget it was real..
Do you remember the way it made you feel?
Do you remember the things it let you feel?
Oh, when you think about it
Do you remember me?
Do you remember the way it made you feel?
Do you remember the things it let you feel?

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Can I get your hand to write on
Just a piece of leg to bite on?
What a night to fly my kite on
Do you want to flash your light on?
Take a look it's on display for you
Coming down, no not today

Did you meet your fortune teller
Get it off with no propeller
Do it up it’s on with Stella
What a way to finally smell her
Pickin’ up but not too strong for you
Take a piece and pass it on

Fly away on my zephyr
I feel it more than ever
And in this perfect weather
We’ll find a place together
Fly on my wind

Rebel and a liberator
Find a way to be a skater
Rev it up to levitate her
Super friendly aviator
Take a look it's on display for you
Comin’ down, no not today

Fly away on my zephyr
I feel it more than ever
And in this perfect weather
We’ll find a place together

In the water where I center my emotion
All the world can pass me by
Fly away on my zephyr
We’ll find a place together

Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa - do you
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa - won't you
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Fly away on my zephyr
I feel it more than ever
And in this perfect weather
We’ll find a place together

In the water where I center my emotion
All the world can pass me by
Fly away on my zephyr
We’re gonna live forever
Forever

A shot in the dark
A past lost in space
Where do I start?
The past and the chase
You hunted me down
Like a wolf, a predator
I felt like a deer in love lights

You loved me and I froze in time
Hungry for that flesh of mine
But I can't compete with the she-wolf, who has brought me to my knees
What do you see in those yellow eyes?
'Cause I'm falling to pieces

I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
Falling to pieces

Did she lie in wait?
Was I bait to pull you in?
The thrill of the kill
You feel is a sin
I lay with the wolves
Alone, it seems,
I thought I was part of you

You loved me and I froze in time
Hungry for that flesh of mine
But I can't compete with the she-wolf, who has brought me to my knees
What do you see in those yellow eyes?
'Cause I'm falling to pieces


Čudna je tvoja ljubav.
Poremećena kao moje srce.
Raste kao plima otoka.
Daj mi ruku već jednom.

Okrećeš je, samo da joj ne gledaš lice.
Ipak, smatram je sretnicom, što je tako blizu tebe.
Sretnica, dobila je nekoliko poljubaca a ja tvoj interes.
Čudna je ta tvoja ljubav.

Kako si samo duboko poremećen.
Ah valjda mora netko voljeti i takve.
Kuda baš ja.Hiponotizirana, slaba, svrgnuta kraljica.

Ipak sretna sam kada te grlim.
Poremećena sam kao tvoj um.
Lijepa sam kada sam s tobom.
Kada tvoja divna crna kosa pada na moje golo tijelo.

Daj mi ruku već jednom.
Prestani smiješiti se i nestajati.
Opet ćeš uzeti nož i zariti ga duboko u moje tijelo.
Neću reći ništa, niti ću uzdahnuti
jer tako to valjda mora biti
voljeti ubojicu.

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The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you.
No, I don't want to fall in love (this girl is only gonna break your heart)
No, I don't want to fall in love (this girl is only gonna break your heart)
With you, with you (this girl is only gonna break your heart)
What a wicked game you play to make me feel this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you.
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you
And I wanna fall in love (this girl is only gonna break your heart)
No, I wanna fall in love (this girl is only gonna break your heart)
With you.
The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you,
No, I wanna fall in love (this girl is only gonna break your heart)
No, I wanna fall in love (this girl is only gonna break your heart)
With you (this girl is only gonna break your heart)
With you (this girl is only gonna break your heart)
No, I... (this girl is only gonna break your heart)
(this girl is only gonna break your heart)
Nobody loves no one.


Ali ja volim tebe.
Svaki dan sve više.
Tvoja hipnotizirajuća ljepota, nanosi mi bol.
Tvoj poremećeni karakter donosi mi suze.

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Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry this tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart oh baby
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....

I may cry, ruining my makeup
Wash away all the things you've taken
And I don't care if I don't look pretty
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their heart is breaking


Ne mogu stati.Ne želim stati.
Niz moje ružno lice puno ožiljaka slijeva se tvoja pobjeda.
Moja bol.
Ne budim se, ne budim se, ne budim se.
Svaki puta me ubiješ ponovo i sada sam zombie.
Crna šminka slijeva se kao crni slap.
Daj zakopaj moje srce tamo na Otoku,
nek počiva kraj mojeg tijela.
U mračnom snu željet ću te opet.
I ponovo ćeš me ubijati svakim osmijehom
a moje mrtvo tijelo postajat će još mrtvije.

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It's dangerous to fall in love
But I want to burn with you tonight
Hurt me
There's two of us
Bristling with desire
The pleasure's pain and fire
Burn me

So come on
I'll take you on, take you on
I ache for love, ache for us
Why don't you come
Don't you come a little closer
So come on now
Strike the match, strike the match now
We're a perfect match, perfect somehow
We were meant for one another
Come a little closer


Flame you came to me
Fire meet gasoline
Fire meet gasoline
I'm burning alive
I can barely breathe
When you're here loving me
Fire meet gasoline
Fire meet gasoline
I got all I need
When you came after me
Fire meet gasoline
I'm burning alive
And I can barely breathe
When you're here loving me
Fire meet gasoline
Burn with me tonight

And we will fly
Like smoke darknin' the skies
I'm Eve, I want to try
Take a bite

So come on now
Strike the match, strike the match now
We're a perfect match, perfect somehow
We were meant for one another
Come a little closer


Flame you came to me
Fire meet gasoline
Fire meet gasoline
I'm burning alive
I can barely breathe
When you're here loving me
Fire meet gasoline
Fire meet gasoline
I got all I need
When you came after me
Fire meet gasoline
I'm burning alive
And I can barely breathe
When you're here loving me
Fire meet gasoline
Burn with me tonight


But it's a bad debt
Certain death
But I want what I want
And I gotta get it
When the fire dies
Darkened skies
Hot ash, dead match
Only smoke is left
It's a bad debt
Certain death
But I want what I want
And I got to get it
When the fire dies
Dark in the skies
Hot as a match
Only smoke is left


Flame you came to me
Fire meet gasoline
Fire meet gasoline
I'm burning alive
I can barely breathe
When you're here loving me
Fire meet gasoline
Fire meet gasoline
I got all I need
When you came after me
Fire meet gasoline
I'm burning alive
And I can barely breathe
When you're here loving me
Fire meet gasoline
Burn with me tonight

Burn with me tonight
Burn with me tonight
Burn with me tonight

O Vatrena Djevojko.Kuda si krenula ponovo
u koju to začaranu šumu?
Nova doza vatrenih ožiljaka čeka samo na tebe.

Svaka staza Ugljana natopljena nama.
Savršeni poljupci zbog kojih mi ne trebaš reći
želim te ponovo.
Tvoja savršena sjajna mirisna koža i tvoja duga kosa
mastera koja pada po meni, slučajni dodiri koji me
sleđuju na mjestu.

Nebo koje gori tisućama svjetiljaka Meksika, oh
taj dan mrtvih kako nam samo pristaje.
Ovo je privatna borba, pobijedit će onaj mrtviji.

I taj vječni strah od tvojih smrtonosnih ugriza,
tko mi je kriv što volim te prelijepe vukove.
Neću se buniti što mi nanosiš bol.
To je tvoja drevna vučja ćud, pristajem na to.

Krenula sam ponovo, možda metamorfoziram
u tvoju rasu, hrabrosti mi ne nedostaje.
Ne treba mi snijeg kao platno bola,
dovoljna je samo kapljica po kapljica krvi.

Otok će me zagrliti poslije to znam.
Umjesto tebe.
Ostati će samo tvoji ožiljici i samoća algi.
Pristajem na sve.Ponovo i ponovo.

Danas sam vatreni mutant.Moje lice je vatra.
Vatra u svakoj stanici kože.
Krv se slijeva vratom.
Osjećam svaki ubod igle u lice.Svaki dodir struje, i svaki dodir leda.
Svibanj je i opet te želim.
Razbudi mi tijelo svojim perverznim umom, želim zaboraviti da sam
vatreni mutant.
Bol koju ćeš mi nanijeti smišljeno učiniti će da
zaboravim vatrenu bol.

Tvoj pogled me grli.
Savršeni miris Meksika, izgorjelih svijeća, i šarene
novogodišnje žarulje prizivaju blagdane.
Tako si prazan.Tako si božanski lijep.
Zašto ti zamjeravam prazninu kada sam i sama mrtva.

Tako si vješt.Ti znaš što meni treba.
Prazna cesta, koja vodi na kraj otoka i početak priče.
Tvoja luda djevojka i gorke suze.
Tvoja ruka me dodiruje.Ekstaza maslina.
Sucidalni dio mene ne boji se tvojeg nasilja.
Prepuštena tvojoj neodoljivoj prazini.

Shvaćam, ti ne znaš bolje.Napola mrtav.
Ali druga polovica je itekako živa.
Baš kao i ja.U otočkom snu.

samo par zamućenih slova o tome da ne nestaješ
po željama, niti tijekom psihoterapije, niti jedna nova doza
pojačanih nije mi dovoljna da te smjestim
na drvo koje cvate u proljeće


zamućena slova dovode do zamućene svijesti o tome
kako i gdje je počelo jer ako uhvatim početak za rogove
možda izgradim piramidu bez tragova krvi
kao od šale osmijjeh do osmijeha umjesto boli


tako je lijepo šutjeti o nama jer tada nestaje sve
i razlozi i privatni party u rano poslijepodne
ostaje tek samo skica šareni papirići kako lete nebom
misao na plaže Meksika i spoznaja kako tapkam
pijeskom još uvijek na mjestu


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And another one bites the dust
Oh why can I not conquer love?
And I might have thought that we were one
Wanted to fight this war without weapons
And I wanted it, I wanted it bad
But there were so many red flags
Now another one bites the dust
Yeah, let's be clear, I'll trust no one
You did not break me
I'm still fighting for peace
Well, I've got thick skin and an elastic heart,
But your blade - it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard,
Yeah, I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
'Cause I've got an elastic heart
I've got an elastic heart
Yeah, I've got an elastic heart
And I will stay up through the night
Let's be clear, won't close my eyes
And I know that I can survive
I'll walk through fire to save my life
And I want it, I want my life so bad
I'm doing everything I can
Then another one bites the dust
It's hard to lose a chosen one
You did not break me
(You did not break me, no)
I'm still fighting for peace
Well, I've got thick skin and an elastic heart,
But your blade - it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard,
Yeah, I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
'Cause I've got an elastic heart
I've got an elastic heart

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Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do