simon

have no pride.
i don't care to have pride.. if i have nothing else..

want a new life. one in which i will be happy.

zasto bi netko odavdje (?! muci me ova rijec) uopce bio predmet mojih razmisljanja nedajboze pisanja?!

or i will leave 4good. i'm ready for that.

am i doing with my life?! helping people i don't necessarily like sell more products they don't believe in to people who don't need them?! i would have done more service to the world diggin ditches.. is this really the only way to make the living?!

is in the voice.. in the rhytm of breathing.. you just have to know how to LISTEN

miss ID any more. a casual glance of his alter ego's log almost made me return an otherwise perfectly acceptable lunch.. i do remember what it felt like being wooed by him, thou. that's what wooing should fuckin look like. everything that followed proved that the real meaning of the wooing was manipulation. a good one. perfect, almost. but like every other smokescreen, it vanished into thin air..

want your g life back, dont you.. you want it more than anything else.. more than me.. it's what feels like home.

grown so distant..  more so than you have ever been in the last 2.5 years. have they finally won you away from me.. all to themselves..?

i've felt more of it since i've known you, than ever before..
 

read your log, dark warrior, and it freeks me the fuck out.. like a kick in the stomach.. think i'm gonna throw up.. i don't know you any more.. if i've ever known you.. i don't know who you are..
i love you anyway.. how sick is that?! :(

believe anyone's been so thoroughly obsessed over even when she's been quiet, long absent and all but gone.
i'm a magnet for idiots and i dunno why..

bring it on, i say.. bring it on.. the sooner i touch the ground, the sooner it will all be over..

here for.. what.. 2 years or so? all i've ever wanted is a place to be alone at. said it gazillion times. acted it. haven't changed my story one lil bit. people who call me and drop me notes KNOW i want to be left alone.
so leave me the fuck alone.
unless you are dumb, deaf, stupid or worse you SHOULD KNOW enough is enough.

you.
no, that's actually wishing you well..
fuck off.. and get a life while you're at it.