DayWalker

Tako sam myran u zadnje vrijeme...

Ležao sam u krevetu i pušio cigaretu. Milijuni misli u glavi. Bio sam lud od svega. Onda sam ga čuo. Filip, moj anđeo čuvar. Pogledao sam lijevo. Sjedio je za stolom i pušio cigaretu. Progovorio je ispuhujući dim.

- Ne javljaš se.

- Nije baš ni da si ti navraćao u zadnje vrijeme.

- Morao sam te malo pustiti. Da si razbistriš um.

- Baš lijepo. Koji si anđeo čuvar? Povremeni? Gdje si bio kad sam plakao, kad mi je bilo teško, kad sam mislio da će mi srce puknut?

- Dragi moj prijatelju. Mogu te čuvati od automobilske nesreće, mogu paziti da ti nešto ne padne na glavu, mogu maknuti koru od banane da se ne posklizneš i padneš. To je moja domena. Ne mogu te čuvati od tebe. I patnja je dio života. Veći dio nego misliš. A ako misliš da će te pustiti... Neće nikad.

- Krasno, drago mi je da si navratio i donio lijepe vijesti.

- Ne drami. Bolje slušaj. Nismo dugo ništa napisali. Zadnje sam ti pričao kako sam Ga upoznao. Vrijeme je da ti ispričam novu priču. Kako sam otišao po prvoga. Bio sam jedini anđeo za vezu kojem je prvi zadatak bio dijete. Klinac od 6 godina. Slušaj...




(nastavit će se)

I walk along the levee to see the gypsy man
The dirt 'neath my feet baby's turnin' to quicksand
He looked into my palm, then looked me in the eye
And told me you were gone, gone over the rise

Once we stood together at the wishing well
Our wishes like dreams, baby, into the water fell
Oh then I kissed your lips but when I looked into your eyes
They were gone, gone over the rise

Tonight the blackbirds fly low on the water's edge
Oh we walked this path not knowing where it led
Now at the bottom of the river deep lies something shiny and gold
Is a promise that love couldn't keep same as a promise broken*

Well I woke last night to the sound of rain
The wind rustling branches against the window pane
I searched the pillow beside me for the tears we cried
Baby they were gone, gone over the rise

It's a fairytale so tragic
There's no prince to break the spell
I don't believe in magic
But for you I will, for you I will
If I'm a fool, I'll be a fool
Darlin' for you

I'm countin' on a miracle
Baby I'm countin' on a miracle
Darlin' I'm countin' on a miracle
To come through

There ain't no storybook story
There's no never-ending song
Our happily ever after Darlin'
Forever come and gone
I'm movin' on
If I'm gonna believe
I'll put my faith
Darlin' in you

I'm countin' on a miracle
Baby I'm countin' on a miracle
Darlin' I'm countin' on a miracle
To come through

Sleeping beauty awakes from her dream
With her lover's kiss on her lips
Your kiss was taken from me
Now all I have is this

Your kiss,your touch,
Your heart, your strength,
Your hope, your faith,
Your face, your love,
Your dream, your life,


I'm runnin' through the forest
With this wolf at my heels
My king is lost at midnight
When the tower bells peal
We've got no fairytale ending
In God's hands our fate is complete
Your heaven's here in my heart
Our love's this dust beneath my feet
Just this dust beneath my feet
If I'm gonna live
I'll life my life
Darlin' to you

When you need me call my name
'Cause without you my life just wouldn't be the same
If you want me come sunny skies or rain
When you need me just call my name

If you miss me, I'll be there
To brush the sunlight from your hair
I'll be there to guide you when trouble walks beside you
If you need me I'll be there
And when this dirty world has been cold to you
I got two strong arms waitin' to hold you
And when those mean days come along
We'll stand together and we'll take 'em on
So if you need me just call my name

When you need me call my name
'Cause without you my life just isn't the same
'Cause when this world kicked me around
You picked me up off the ground
So if you need me I'll be there

Some need gold and some need diamond rings
Or a drug to take away the pain that living brings
A promise of a better world to come
When whatever here is done
I don't need that sky of blue
All I know's since I found you, I'm happy when I'm in your arms
Happy, darling, come the dark
Happy when I taste your kiss
I'm happy in a love like this

There's a house upon a distant hill
Where you can hear the laughter of children ring
Guardian angels, they watch from above
Watching over the love that they bring
But at night I feel the drakness near, I awake and I find you near
I'm happy with you in my arms
I'm happy with you in my heart
Happy when I tatse your kiss
I'm happy in love like this

In a world of doubt and fear
I wake at night and reach to find you near
Lost in a dream, you caught me as I fell
I want more than just a dream to tell

We're born in this world, darling, with few days and trouble never far behind
Man and woman circle each other in a cage
A cage that's been handed down the line
Lost and running 'neath a million dead stars
Tonight let's shed our skins and slip these bars
Happy in each other's arms
Happy, baby, come the dark
Happy in each other's kiss
I'm happy in a love like this

Naše je samo da odlučimo što ćemo s vremenom koje nam je dodijeljeno.

Žao mi je malena. Ja nisam kao ti. Ja ne mogu odrasti. Ja sam onaj koji čita stripove i sluša Springsteena glasno. Ne mogu biti poslovan čovjek, odijela me guše. Novac mi curi kroz prste. I dalje hodam u staroj kožnoj jakni i mirišim zrak u rano jutro. Volim zastati i zapaliti cigaretu, sjesti s frendovima na pivu, pusiti dan da me vodi. Ne volim ga podijeliti u sektore, ne volim se buditi kao robot, znati točno gdje ću biti u 15:30 za dva tjedna.
Sjednem tu i tamo i napišem pjesmu. Lošu i čudnu, ali moju. Za neke bivše djevojke, za neke buduće. Da, i za tebe.
Uh, znam kako nisam savršen, i kako znam zasrati. Kad bih mogao biti pametan koliko mogu biti glup, gdje bi mi bio kraj.

I ne znam zašto brineš? Tu sam, ne boj se, ne idem nigdje. Samo, nikad od nas ljubavnici.

Ljubav se ne trpa u rupu u rokovniku, u srijedu, u 14:25, na 10 minuta, prije sastanka s marketingom.

 
DayWalker:
Još jedan dan prekrižen na kalendaru. Još jedan dan bliže mirovini.
I kaj ja radim?
Čekam nju.
Dragi Lastane, da li sam normalan?
 
Lastan:
Dragi DayWalker,
Nisi.
 
Bome ima pravo. :)
 

 
We said we'd walk together baby come what may
That come the twilight should we lose our way
If as we're walkin a hand should slip free
I'll wait for you
And should I fall behind
Wait for me
 
We swore we'd travel darlin' side by side
We'd help each other stay in stride
But each lover's steps fall so differently
But I'll wait for you
And if I should fall behind
Wait for me
 
Now everyone dreams of a love lasting and true
But you and I know what this world can do
So let's make our steps clear that the other may see
And I'll wait for you
If I should fall behind
Wait for me
 
Now there's a beautiful river in the valley ahead
There 'neath the oak's bough soon we will be wed
Should we lose each other in the shadow of the evening trees
I'll wait for you
And should I fall behind
Wait for meDarlin'
 
I'll wait for youShould
I fall behind
Wait for me
 

Hey little girl is your daddy home
Did he go away and leave you all alone
I got a bad desire
I'm on fire

Tell me now baby is he good to you
Can he do to you the things that I do
I can take you higher
I'm on fire

Sometimes it's like someone took a knife baby
edgy and dull and cut a six-inch valley
through the middle of my soul

At night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet
and a freight train running through the
middle of my head
Only you can cool my desire
I'm on fire

 
Pa i nije tak loše kad se bolje razmisli. Ustal sam, niš me ne boli, zdrav, a i ne jebe me ovo "ni vrit ni mimo" vrijeme.
Sve u svemu dobar ponedjeljak. Još da je neko žensko... :)))

I love to see the cottonwood blossom
In the early spring
I love to see the message of love
That the bluebird brings
But when I see you walkin' with him
Down along the strand
I wish I were blind
When I see you with your man

I love to see your hair shining
In the long summer's light
I love to watch the stars fill the sky
On a summer night
The music plays you take his hand
I watch how you touch him as you start to dance
And I wish I were blind
When I see you with your man

We struggle here but all our love's in vain
And these eyes that once filled me with your beauty
Now fill me with pain
And the light that once entered here
Is banished from me
And this darkness is all baby that my heart sees

And though the world is filled
With the grace and beauty of God's hand
Oh I wish I were blind
When I see you with your man

Saznah upravo za koncert, evo i vama informacija.

Četvrtak, 10.11.2005. - VELIKA DVORANA Vatroslav Lisinski u 20:00 sati

TROKUT
GINO PAOLI, ARSEN DEDIĆ, ZORAN PREDIN

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U to ime, jedna Arsenova:

Dušo moja ...


Dušo moja, ja ne znam više,
koliko dugo ovdje stojim,
dok gledam kako liju kiše,
pod mračnim prozorima tvojim!

Dušo moja, i kada krenem,
htjeo bih opet da se vratim,
ti ne znaš da je pola mene,
ostalo s tobom da te prati!

Ostalo s tobom da te ljubi,
kada si sama i kad je zima,
jer ja sam onaj, koji gubi,
i prije nego išta ima!

Dušo moja, k'o kaplja vode,
i ti se topiš na mom dlanu,
jer stobom dođe, a bez tebe ode,
stotinu dana u jednom danu!

Dušo moja, ti umorna si,
i bez tebe ti ležaj spremam,
na nekoj zvijezdi, što se gasi,
ja tražim svjetlost, koje nema!

Pod hladnim nebom, ispod granja,
Stavit' ćes glavu na moje grudi,
jer ja sam onaj, koji sanja,
i zato necu da te budim!

Lebdim.

Nevjerojatan dan. Kaj mi se desilo? Niš posebno. Jednostavno sam se probudio ujutro, izašao iz kuće i duboko udahnuo.
Bilo je dovoljno.
A ljudi se smiješe na ulici.
I ja se smješkam. Izgledam priglupo, al iskreno, boli me kurac.

Dobro je.
Dobro.