Grey's blog

I've got a dream 'bout an angel on the beach
And the perfect waves are starting to come
His hair is flying out in ribbons of gold
And his touch has got the power to stun

I've got a dream 'bout an angel in the forest
Enchanted by the edge of a lake
His body's flowing in the jewels alive
And the earth below is starting to shake

But I don't see any angels in the city
I don't hear any holy choirs sing
And if I can't get an angel
I can still get a boy
And a boy'd be the next best thing
The next best thing to an angel
A boy'd be the next best thing

I've got a dream 'bout a boy in a castle
And he's dancing like a cat on the stairs
He's got the fire of a prince in his eyes
And the thunder of a drum in his ears

I've got a dream 'bout a boy on a star
Lookin' down upon the rim of the world
He's there all alone and dreamin' of someone like me
I'm not an angel but at least I'm a girl

I've got a dream when the darkness is over
We'll be lyin' in the rays of the sun
But it's only a dream and tonight is for real
You'll never know what it means
But you'll know how it feels
It's gonna be over (over)
Before you know it's begun
(Before you know it's begun)

It's all we really got tonight
Stop your cryin' hold on (tonight)
Before you know it it's gone (tonight)
Tonight is what it means to be young
Tonight is what it means to be young



Let the revels begin
Let the fire be started
We're dancing for the restless and the broken-hearted
Let the revels begin
Let the fire be started
We're dancing for the desperate and the broken-hearted
Let the revels begin ...(Tonight is what it means to be young...)
Let the fire be started ...(Before you know it it's gone...)
We're dancing for the restless and the broken-hearted
Let the revels begin
Let the fire be started
We're dancing for the desperate and the broken-hearted

Say a prayer in the darkness for the magic to come
No matter what it seems
Tonight is what it means to be young
Before you know it it's gone
Tonight is what it means to be young
Before you know it it's gone

Ah...

I've got a dream when the darkness is over
We'll be lyin' in the rays of the sun
But it's only a dream and tonight is for real
You'll never know what it means
But you'll know how it feels
It's gonna be over (over)
Before you know it's begun

It's all we really got tonight
Stop your cryin' hold on (tonight)
Before you know it it's gone (tonight)
Tonight is what it means to be young
Tonight is what it means to be young...

The things they say
And then the things they do
Nothin's gonna stop us if our aim is true...

The things they say
And then the things they do
Nothin's gonna stop us if our aim is true...

The things they say
And then the things they do
Nothin's gonna stop us if our aim is true...

jednostavno ne vjerujem.
Pa kaj je tebi????

...javio si se..znala sam da hoćeš...
Zato nema glupih izgovora..
Sada sam sigurna da sam ti u mislima,isto onoliko koliko
i ti meni...
..tužno je to...kad razmisliš...ja ovdje,ti tamo,svatko u svom životu,a opet skupa u svakodnevnim mislima...

..su jedne plave oči....
..plave oči posebne boje,koje ne može zaboraviti srce moje.....

..so hard..it is hard,hard situation....


....još jedna nova godina...sa starim boljkama....

I wish to all of you Happy new year!!!!

..nego sa tobom,dala mi je sve ljubav,sriću dom....
.....kad se pokrijem,srcu otkrijem,da mi fale dani sa tobom...

...hmmm nakon nekog vremena,opet ti...nemaš mira...
..a kakvi prijedlozi...ne znam što da kažem,mislim,osjećam.....
....rekla sam ti davno,davno,da će tako biti.
Zašto mi nisi vjerovao onda???
Poštedio bi nas svega ovoga...patnje,boli,laganja samom sebi,laganja drugima,života sa drugima....
a sada neamamo izbora za drugo...i što sad?
Pusti me,ne javljaj mi se...zaboravi me...

..a i to je nemoguće,znam...zaborava nema....teško mi je..teško

...znaš...kako ljudi zaključuju temeljem napisanog....
ah ta prošlost..ne da mi mira...fikcija u mojoj glavi postoji...
,,koliko dana?noći?minuta?....how much?..
...kasno veče je..na ulici se vidi samo rasvjeta i pokoji automobil kako prolazi...
Ja pogledom bježim na drugi kraj grada,toliko udaljen od mene ,ali tako blizu...
I pozdravljam noć,mašem...a u daljini svjetla grada započinju svoj noćni ples....
Vidim te....

...prošlost me podsjeti...mješa mi se u sadašnjost....
Ne prođe niti jedan jedini dan da mi misli ne pobjegnu njemu...svaki dan ga se sjetim.
Da li je to normalno? Da.Ne.Neznam.
Žudim ga vidjeti....a bojim se...sebe..njega...onoga što osjećam...leptirića u trbuhu i nakon
toliko godina....oh my dear,one and only...forever and ever....
i tako se sjetim jedne konstatacije: Ljudi kojima je suđeno,uvijek se sretnu na kraju....
samo kojem kraju???....

...vise iste kulise,manje više i sa kišom i bez kiše....
ma daj okreni taj ringišpil u mojoj glavi,to ne zna nitko samo ti,bez tebe drveni konjići tužno stoje..dođi iz plave boce se pojavi,bar jednu želju ispuni i dodaj svijetu malo boje,čudo moje....

...sveukupno 14..pa kako je to moguće da mi srce zatreperi i poskoči i na jedan jebeni sms??? ne razumijem...zašto zaborava nema??? što je to samnom?što je to prokleto što mira mi ne da već toliko godina?? sudbina? kriva odluka?zašto,o zašto ga ne mogu zaboraviti i ostaviti tamo daleko u prošlosti?????...jebeni bed

...tko je to???? zvoni nepoznati broj na zaslonu,opet i opet naravno...ne kužim zakaj se nitko ne javi već uvijek šuti..u čemu je kvaka??? već me to pomalo živcira..

...zvoni mob i nepoznati broj i naravno muk...ah neko se zaželio mog glasa....

..a zaslonu piše da me zove prikriveni broj...javim se,a sa druge strane tišina...i tako dva puta...
Tko li je to???..moja slutnja?moja prošlost???Ili moja nada?