simon

how do i explain the equisit pain of being torn to pieces to someone who feels nothing at all, or can choose to do so?!
i feel it most acutely lying awake at night.. reminiscing. on things i cannot reverse or change in any way, and cannot forget.
 
i am not trained to block out, forget and dismiss.. like you are.
 

painful to read
painful to delete
painful to remember
impossible to forget.
 
mine is the funniest raison d'être ever.. i live to be distracted from feeling my inside fall apart.. ...

believe i found him here.. the place has become downright dismal. and i find the fact saddening ;(

is EVERYTHING.
blago onom tko je ima..

time i come by, it hits me how many incessantly boring and irritating people reside here.
and it is perfectly clear to me why most people i used to know here have left.
i have too.

If you're looking for trouble, you came to the right place.
If you're looking for trouble just look right in my face.
I was born standing up and talking back,
My daddy was a green-eyed mountain jack.
Because I'm evil, my middle name is Misery.
Well I'm evil, so don't you mess around with me..
 
I've never looked for trouble, but I've never ran.
I dont take no orders from no kind of man.
I'm only made out of flesh, blood and bone,
But if you're gonna start a rumble don't you try it on alone..

tired of controversies. of the unwanted attention. of the mess my life has been for such a long time..

do not manifest my dark side. i'm utterly pure.
so i consume my darkness from others. significant others.
bad boys..

zovi me sreco. tako me ne zovu ni oni s kojima sam si dobra.
nazvati mladju zenu "sreco" je izraz nadmocnosti i nipodastavanja.
hvala, mislim da znam dovoljno da mogu reci "razgovor zavrsen".
 

svakom pristojnom forumu (jer ovaj blog je slicniji forumu nego blogu) korisnik koji iznosi detalje iz RL drugih korisnika bio bi trajno baniran i njegova IP adresa bila bi blacklistana 4 ever..
ovdje to nije slucaj. dakle na nama je da pazimo kome sto govorimo/pisemo/saljemo, s kim se upoznajemo..
moje rjesenje je, vec vise od pola godine, da nemam nista ni s kim. ionako sam, cini se, vec upoznala onih 5 ljudi koje je vrijedilo upoznati..

vec nemas pristojnosti da ne lajes na mob na autoputu, imaj bar toliko pristojnosti da to ne cinis u lijevoj traci..

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

whoever wants to leave WILL leave. if YOU are not enough, nothing you DO will be enough..
life is to be lived. the bad comes with the good. take it all..

give me strength to always be the place you call home.
never falter. never let you down.
 

je srebro.
sutnja je zlato.
mozda bih si to trebala istetovirati na dupe umjesto crvenog grifona..