Krevet od kristala
Ležim na krevetu od kristala.
Da li je to odar šarenih ametista,
koje si mi jučer poklonio,
budim li se ponovo?
Da li su me ostavili na povišenom prijestolju od drva i koža,
moji najmiliji, moja slatka braća i sestrice?
Da li mi sada male bijele ptice dolaze u posjete iskopati oči?
Magična je ova igličasta šuma.
Da li si me ti tamo doveo?
Tvoj zagrljaj je magličasti veo.
Ležimo prokleti na tvom otoku.
Sve štrige i štriguni šapću nam otočne tajne.
Magično ponavljam egipatska slova zarobljena u tišini
Strašne peći.
Tvoje ruke od gorskih kristala.
Pletu se mojom kosom.
Crno bijeli igrokaz na pijesku Zaglava.
Nisam rekla niti jednu jedinu suvišnu riječ kada
si me tamo poveo.
Krenuli smo nijemi i oslobođeni
zadnjim trajektom za izgubljene duše.
Prepuštam se mirisu tamjana
i mirisu zimske noći tvojih nježnih dlanova.
Uzeti ću sve što mi ponudiš,
svaku mrvicu sa stola.
Ne razumijem svijet oko sebe.
Zamaglio si ga otrovnim poljupcima.
To je neki sasvim maleni svijet
reduciran na nekoliko dijelova.
Šuma, osjet noći i indijanski odar.
Dolaze li to male crne ptice
moje slatke prijateljice
odvesti moju dušu u crveno nebo?
Tvoj zagrljaj je baršunasti veo crnine.
Tako nekako zamišljam
vječnost.
10.11.2011. u 20:19 | Komentari: 0
Christina Perri "Jar of Hearts "
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I know, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
And It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You're lookin' to get me back
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
10.11.2011. u 19:39 | Editirano: 10.11.2011. u 19:46 | Komentari: 0
And after all, you're my wonderwall
Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you
By now, you should've somehow realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before, but you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how
Because maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day, but they'll never throw it back to you
By now, you should've somehow realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how
I said maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall
I said maybe (I said maybe) you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall
I said maybe (I said maybe) you're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
(Oasis - Wonderwall )
08.11.2011. u 20:34 | Komentari: 0
Join Me In Death
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Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
We are so young
our lives have just begun
but already we're considering
escape from this world
and we've waited for so long
for this moment to come
was so anxious to be together
together in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
This world is a cruel place
and we're here only to lose
so before live tears us apart let
death bless me with you
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
this live ain't worth living
this live ain't worth living
this live ain't worth living
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
05.11.2011. u 11:43 | Editirano: 05.11.2011. u 11:44 | Komentari: 0
opet u bolnici
cjevasti hodnici i bjeličasto ljeskanje metala
jedino je što me sada pozdravlja
u bolničkom hodniku
u podrumu staklenog podzemnog pakla.
i miris dezinfekcijskog sredstva sada je jedini miris
umjesto mirisa borova i kiše koja pada na tvoje tijelo.
svaki korak piše jad.slovo po slovo dok se raspada
na sastavna slova čineći konfuziju neona.
dozvolio si mi preći prag tvoje kuće.
da li da ti budem zahvalna zbog toga?
besprijekorna zagrebačka ludost
i magla mog otoka prootiv tvoje ljepote.
slanoća tvoje kože protiv ludila moje ljubavi.
bezuspješno napadanje utvrda i potok u kojem
prizivaš anorganska bića.
u tajnom bratstvu krvi samo je onaj treći
bespomoćan.
znam rodila se u suton ali umrla je već u zoru.
tako si prokleto nježan kada me miluješ po licu.
02.11.2011. u 19:37 | Komentari: 0
tako te zamišljam, nježno i eterično
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You took your coat off and stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.
And I watched from my window,
Always felt I was outside looking in on you.
You're always the mysterious one with
Dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive
But too cool to care.
You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather.
Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees, and...
These foolish games are tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.
You're always brilliant in the morning,
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee.
Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you.
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar.
Well, excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else,
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself.
These foolish games are tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.
You took your coat off,
Stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.
Jewel - Foolish Games
za mog dragog prijatelja pjesnika emocija ljubavi i snova
01.11.2011. u 13:28 | Komentari: 0
You said we wouldn't be apart
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I don't mind it, I don't mind at all
It's like you're the swing set, and I'm the kid that falls
It's like the way we fight, the times I've cried
We come to blows and every night
The passion's there, so it's got to be right, right?
No, I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No, I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all
I don't mind it, I still don't mind at all
It's like one of those bad dreams when you can't wake up
Looks like you've given up, you've had enough
But I want more, no, I wont' stop
'Cause I just know you'll come around, right?
No, I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No, I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all
Just don't stand there and watch me fall
'Cause I, 'cause I still don't mind at all
It's like the way we fight, the times I've cried
We come to blows and every night
The passion's there
So it's got to be right, right?
No, I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No, I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all
Oh, I don't believe
I Don't Believe You lyrics
Songwriters: Martin, Max; Moore, Alecia B;
Kralju Tame jednom i jedinom
01.11.2011. u 12:10 | Editirano: 01.11.2011. u 12:19 | Komentari: 0
There's a fire starting in my heart
There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark.
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare.
See how I'll leave, with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do.
There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark.
The scars of your love, remind me of us.
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it
To the beat
Baby I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there as mine sure won't be shared
The scars of your love, remind you of us.
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
Adele: Rolling In The Deep
30.10.2011. u 13:43 | Komentari: 3
nadahnuće stakla
jučer je rasprslo staklo
samo tako iznenada!
pogledala je u sebe duboko oceanski
a voda je bila mirna i sjajna.začudna prognoza emocija.
zašto tako iznenada, još se oblaci nisu osušili
na užetu za rublje
i još sve tigraste mačke nisu potjerale malene sive miševe
prema smjerokazu zime.
pogledala je omiljeni film ponovo,sex, lies and video tapes,
dakako s njegovom ružom u ruci
i propisno upaljenim svijećama
čekajući mirisni vosak kojim će je nahraniti potom.
oh ti antidepresivi kako su slatki ovog puta
kao minaralna izvorska voda hranjena srcem zemlje
čini se kao da je
moguće nestati
odjedriti kao helijeva bova nošena
izmaglicom.
sasvim običan događaj pokrenuo je novi svijet
svjetlucavo tkanje sada sjaji samo od sebe.
zašto joj se izmiče tlo pod nogama?
baš sada?
gubitak još jednog dijela nije je oduševio.
kreni prema jugu dijete
tvoje oči sada su okrenute samo tamo.
staklo je rasprslo zoru.
novo tijelo zaista nije osjetilo ubode stakla.
na plahtama samo tragovi crvenila.
oprat ću to večeras pomislila je.
29.10.2011. u 22:37 | Komentari: 0
You and me together/Nothing gets better
I let it fall, my heart,
And as it fell you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me
My hands, they're strong
But my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet
But there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew.
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.
But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!
When I lay with you
I could stay there
Close my eyes
Feel you here forever
You and me together
Nothing gets better
'Cause there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew,
All the things you'd say,
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.
But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!
I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
Well, it felt something died
'Cause I knew that there was the last time, the last time!
Sometimes I wake up by the door,
That heart you caught must be waiting for you
Even now when we're already over
I can't help myself from looking for you.
I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
I set fire to the rain,
And I threw us into the flames
Well, it felt something died
'Cause I knew that there was the last time, the last time, oh, oh!
Let it burn
Let it burn
Let it burn
(Adele Adkins sing for You my love)
28.10.2011. u 21:07 | Komentari: 0
rastrgane slike sumraka
A Funeral of Mass Demanding / The Tear Stained Watchful Eye
A Carnival of Blood Demanding / Ascendants of Disguise
The Airing of Enduring Flesh / The Voyeurs, The Parodists
Our Angels Have Cut their Wings And Watch the Faithful Weep
At Dawn They Sleep
Aged Embellishment / Cerebral Disengagement
Delusions of the Damned / Elusion of all Commands
The Airing of Enduring Flesh / The Voyeurs, The Parodists
Our Angels Have Cut their Wings And Watch the Faithful Weep
At Dawn They Sleep
Hold Out / This Night's Just Getting Black
This Night's Just Getting Black
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postaje mračnije
hladno je u ovoj zemlji
rastrgane fotografije golih tijela
slučajnih ljepotica
nemir u prolazu
bojim te crvenim izlaskom sunca
slikarsko platno nestajanja
tvoja crna krila modro svjetlucaju na mjesečini
making love with you
is another way to
go down
divna je ova zemlja
tamo si me odveo na sjever
kao grabežljivi orao nek ti milujem
ponosna moćna krila i sada
okom milujemo vulkane
crnim razaznajem nijanse
odvajamo niti proždirućih crva
u daljinama se naziru obrisi šuma
zagonetno je držati te za ruku
znam ne smijemo dočekati zoru
tako nezaštićeni i sami
uništit će naša tijela
vječnim ožiljcima
daj mi da vidim da li nosiš
SMRT
u očima
daj mi da vidim da li si vladar tajni
neba i zemlje
daj mi da vidim ponovo
rastrgane slike sumraka
posvećeno Kralju Tame, jednom i jedinom
23.10.2011. u 10:41 | Editirano: 23.10.2011. u 10:45 | Komentari: 0
ponekad kada te nema...rasplinjavam se u beskonačnost
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
(TEARS FOR FEARS LYRICS)
posvećeno Kralju Tame
20.10.2011. u 20:41 | Komentari: 0
Stvorio sam te bezbroj puta
Stvorio sam te bezbroj puta.
Stvorila si me nebrojeno puta.
Uzajamno smo se rađali
i ubijali,
voljeli što smo se mrzili,
kao drevne životinje sputane linijama
koje su izrastale iz naše razaračke strasti,
gušeći se uzajamno u kaosu pomahnitale mržnje.
Strovalili smo se u same sebe kao u ponor,
iz kojeg nema izlaza.
A tamo sam imao spremne konopce kojima ću te vezati,
bičeve
kojima ću ti šibati ponosno lice,
prljave kanđe za tvoje oči od crne vatre,
znao sam sve otvorene rane tvog ponosa,
meki nezaštićeni trbuh
tvoje odanosti,
i pogađao ga nepogrešivo razjarenim kopljem riječi
raljama,
raljama sam ti razdirao utrobu...
Hvatao te mrežom šutnje, pretvarao se u zvijer,
gazio sam te,
udarao šakama, raskrvario ti lice i ljubav,
i sledio se vidjevši se, unakaženog, u zelenom zrcalu
tvoga straha,
pa sam te ljubio, lizao ti krv,jer sebe sam grizao uništavajući te,
kao što štene liže vlastitu ranu,
jer sebe sam grizao uništavajući te-ne znajući nikada
jasno
gdje ti završavaš
a gdje ja počinjem
/ili obratno/
-jer bili smo isti krvotok
i kada sam te obarao i uzimao,
brutalno te vezujući za postelju
/naslađivali su me ožiljci na tvojim zapešćima/
bio sam uronjen u sebe do nedohvatljivog dna
u kojem si ti i opet ti otkucavala, kao bilo, vezivao sam
te,a bio sam jače vezan tobom,
i tvoj je orgazam dolazio kao nezaustavljiva plima
duboko iz mene sama...
Predosjećao sam ga kao što životinja predosjeća potres.
I kada sam raskinuo tvoje ruke, kao zagrljaj hobotnice,
bila je to moja krv koja je tekla iz tvojih vena,
ljubavi,
mržnjo moja najstrastvenija.
Volio sam te ranjavajući te, i mrzio ljubeći te.
Prelazio sam vrhom užarena jezika
preko tvog visokog vrata tražeći konopac života koji ću pregristi.
Toliko sam te volio da sam te želio ubiti
u svakom času.
I ponovo
i ponovo
i ponovo
i tako bezbroj puta.
I ubijao sam te bezbroj puta.
I ubijala si me nebrojeno puta.
(Bogdan Mesinger:"Crni lotos")
18.10.2011. u 14:08 | Editirano: 18.10.2011. u 14:09 | Komentari: 0
You still have all of me my love...
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me...
Songwriters: Hodges, David; Lee, Amy; Moody, Ben;
17.10.2011. u 21:28 | Komentari: 0
Oh, darling I’ll kiss your eyes
I was perched outside in the pouring rain
Trying to make myself a sail
Then I’ll float to you my darlin’
With the evening on my tail
Although not the most honest means of travel
It gets me there nonetheless
I’m a heartless man at worst, babe
And a helpless one at best
Darling I’ll bathe your skin
I’ll even wash your clothes
Just give me some candy, before I go
Oh, darling I’ll kiss your eyes
And lay you down on your rug
Just give me some candy
After my heart
Oh I’m often false explaining
But to her it plays out all the same
and although I’m left defeated
It get’s held against my name
I know you got plenty to offer baby
But I guess I’ve taken quite enough
Well I’m some stain there on your bedsheet
You’re my diamond in the rough
Darling I’ll bathe your skin
I’ll even wash your clothes
Just give me some candy
before I go
Oh, darling I’ll kiss your eyes
And lay you down on your rug
Just give me some candy
After my heart
I know that there´re writings on the wall
But Darling I’ll bathe your skin
I’ll even wash your clothes
Just give me some candy
After my heart
(Paolo Nutini)
17.10.2011. u 14:54 | Editirano: 17.10.2011. u 14:55 | Komentari: 1